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missing someone

Thu Jul 15, 2004, 5:14 AM
DAMN IT ALL TO HELL.
I didnt want this.
I dont want this.
I never wanted this.
WHY CANT I JUST FORGET?
It still hurts.
She hides in my mind.
I still see her.
I still smell her.
I CAN STILL FEEL HER.
Siting down smoking a Cigarette.
I didnt want to leave.
But i did.
WHY CANT I JUST FORGET?
Its like the energizer bunny IN MY HEAD.
Its burned into the back of my eyelids.
My unselfesh nature.
I feel like this because of myself.
I let it get to me.
But i cant help it.
A five min drive.
SO close.
SO FAR.
And no reason to make it now.
I want to.
And i dont.
Down the block or up the block.
Its Torment in both directions.
HOW DARE YOU STAY IN MY HEAD.
How Dare I let you.
I guess
Inside.
Im
A Stupid kid.
DAMN IT ALL TO HELL.
I didnt want this.
I dont want this.
I never wanted this.
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*InvaderVon Jun 15, 2005, 7:45:37 PM
Where are ya, man? We miss you!

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Should your drama prove sincere
Do it somewhere far away from here"
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~DPSmistress May 17, 2005, 12:45:46 PM
I’ve been virtually dead quite awhile and just wanted to let everyone know I’m back and being alive again, please let me know how you’re doing and if you need any help with anything, especially writing. :)

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:icondpsmistress:
~DPSmistress Sep 16, 2004, 10:07:08 AM
Just saying hi to everyone today. :)

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I am the dA mommy - behave.
Suture|OWAT|My Superman:superman:
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~pegah0304 Jul 22, 2004, 5:54:42 AM
hello there Mr. Vic. Just dropping by your page to say hi and have a watch, too. :D Nice gallery. Keep up the good work.

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~gypsyend0rphin Jul 22, 2004, 5:02:44 AM
Hey there fellow shoutboxer :salute:
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~DPSmistress Jul 21, 2004, 7:22:15 AM
Hey there, :)

Thank you for the watch, unneccessary though it was. ;)

Let me know if you need anything, hun.

:heart:

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~Knuckles111 Jun 28, 2004, 1:11:14 PM
Well I went to drop of My exes belongings. But she wasnt there. Havnt called her yet. Dont know why. So i have her stuff here. I keep looking at it. I think it keeps looking back.
Maybe its just me. Either way i havnt slept since saturday morning. I am so so tired and i cant sleep. I just kinda stare at things. Sometimes i look at my dog. She looks back at me with loving eyes and i can almost hear her say " SNAP OUT OF IT FOOL". Heh, Snap out of it fool. Lack of sleep has weird effects on the body. But Serious lack of sleep has Serious effects. I dont really have anyone to talk to now. Nobody to pour my heart out to. And Nobody to listen if i wanted to. Cant say its much of a change from the way things were before.
So, its me. And my dog. and My Dad who dosnt listen nor really care from what little interest he has shown in the last 30 years of my life.
Oh well
SNAP OUT OF IT FOOL
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~ShotMonkey Jun 28, 2004, 1:35:11 AM
Welcome to DA!
Need an hand with anything please don't hesitate to give me a shout ;)
Enjoy your time here...

Tom

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~Knuckles111 Jun 28, 2004, 1:46:20 AM
Hey Thanks man.
My ex inspired me to use this place. Nice to know there is a place to have a creative outlet, or just a rant.
Vic
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~ShotMonkey Jun 28, 2004, 1:49:45 AM
yeah, it is a good place to have a rant... hope you find happiness dude

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